I just talked to my parents.  I thought maybe we had a chance, but there is literally nothing they or I can do at this point.  Seriously, I thought that losing the house was worst case scenario, but I didn’t know it would be the most likely.

edit:  I also know this isn’t the end of the world, but it’s still a pretty big deal for us to go through this AGAIN. (that’s why I even live in Texas; I’m Iowan lmao) I just want to give an enormous thank you to those who said some of the sweetest things ever and gave me really helpful information.  While I don’t know what the hell to do with myself right now, I can say that I’m once again extremely grateful to tumblr and those who take the time to talk to me.